Thursday, March 24, 2016

203.8



I started this blog back in 2011 and resurfaced in 2014 and fast forward to 2016 and here I am again. I have always had a love for writing, it is one way to work through some of the emotions this life brings, with a dash of humor and a pinch of sarcasm. It has been on my heart to start writing again, so here I am... I can't honestly say this blog has any specific direction other than saying what is on my mind and leaving those that stumble upon it better, happier and inspired...

Yesterday, I went to a dietitian appointment to put a game plan together on destroying some pounds. I get tired of saying "lose weight" I don't want to "lose" it this time, I want to DESTROY it, as in never to return again. I lost 15 lbs in 2014 and guess what? It doubled itself  and found me again.

203.8
No, I didn't run 7.7786259 marathons........


I  got on the scale yesterday morning and I weighed in at...203.8. Yep the heaviest I have EVER have been in my life. I am going to blame it on turning 40, for no other reason than I can. I am sure maybe my love for southern cooking and bread might have played a small part.

I might have stopped at Shipley Donut's on the way to the dietitian, cause I am a REBEL and knew it would not be in my future, anytime soon.


Insert Rant: Okay, you have seen this before and part of me agrees and part of me thinks it is 100% horse manure. You are more than a number, a lot more BUT when my scale says 203.8, I better be pregnant with triplets and I am NOT!!! So, while I may be more important than a number, that number also means I have a lot of work to do. 


If you are like me you want to destroy some weight but you are not known for your will power and ability to say no to wine, cheese and cupcakes. Oh, and bread... and passing Shipley's on the way to work.


BUT....... I am going to pray real hard and set out to destroy some pounds! I am focused, determined and on a mission.